We have officially hit the three-month mark since the birth of our twins! It has been a whirlwind of crazy around our house, but thankfully we have two healthy and happy three-month-old twins.
If you missed our two month update, head on over to read it here:)
Three Months Postpartum
Where do I even begin…
If you have been following my postpartum journey, you know that it has been full of doctors, anxiety, tears, and a lot not knowing. If you haven’t been following, there is a little catch up for you.
This past month has been slightly calmer than the first two, but still crazy. I have shared a lot on this blog aimed towards those dealing with postpartum anxiety or to moms who are trying to navigate through those first few months of new mommy hood. It is a tough calling that moms are placed into.
The doctor’s prognosis’ have been good over the month. Nothing going on with my heart, although I have check-ups every three months just to be cautious. They have found no issues with my reproductive organs, aside from the massive fibroid that they would like to take out. I am still battling with that decision as it would most likely lead to a full hysterectomy.
As far as the rest of the physical stuff, I have finally been able to work out again, post on that next week, and that has really helped. I am about 7 pounds away from my pre-pregnancy weight and am slowly starting to feel like myself again. The lack of abdominal strength after a c-section though is no joke. NO JOKE.
Emotionally, it is still a daily battle. There isn’t anything I have found that compares to the emotional roller coaster that women go through during postpartum. I am not one to take medicine even for a head ache, so I have been going to a naturopathic doctor and finding better ways for me personally to deal with the anxiety and depression. It is an ongoing battle and one that I don’t see an end too anytime soon, but I try to stay positive and thankful for each moment. Yes, even the moments when my children are screaming.
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Twins at Three Months
These two… man, am I going to have my hands full. Especially with Oliver, our one and only boy.
Oliver is our little chunky boy. Those cheeks just kill me every time! He weighs over 13 lbs now and is right where he’s supposed to be in terms of height and weight. We had to move him up to size 2 diapers, while his sister is again a size behind him. He loves tummy time, is so strong, rolls himself from front to back and is full of giggles and smiles. There is a unique place in a mom’s heart when it comes to her son I’ve found.
Annabelle is still our dainty little one. She’s a little over 9 pounds and has barely just surpassed the birth weight of our second daughter. It has taken her a little longer to get her strength. She HATES tummy time because she has some stomach issues when it comes to spitting up. She also really likes to be swaddled and cuddled up, not really move and wiggle. It’s been hard for me because I feel like I can play with her brother with a little less worry, where as she is just my little mama still and seems so small and fragile. I know that her strength and weight will come though:)
They are both now completely formula fed… much to my dismay. But, I had to get on some supplements that weren’t recommended when breastfeeding (If you would like more info on these, let me know. They are an alternative to taking prescription medication and are all natural). I made the decision to do so because I wanted to get myself in the right place so that I could be the best for all four of my children. I will say that doing that, knowing that they are my last babies, absolutely broke my heart. I still have moments of tears where I want to just say “forget it” and go back to nursing.
They are both healthy and happy though, which is what matters to me. Although, by the looks of this picture, life with them is going to be an adventure:)
*Here’s to reaching the three-month mark with some sanity still intact*
Yay for getting to the three-month mark! You will definitely have your hands full with these two!!
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What a beautiful family! Your twins are so darling! Recovering from a C-section is not fun. Especially when it wasn’t a planned surgery. I’m sorry you had to go through that. I understand the disappointment far too well. I’m glad you are able to work out now, the endorphins are essential. I’m glad to know that you are taking steps to take care of yourself. With little ones we tend to forget our self care.
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It’s hard when you just don’t have the time to, but it’s so important to care for yourself so you can better care for them.
I can’t believe it has been 3 months! They are just the cutest.. I am glad you have found some supplements that are helping you feel better, and I totally agree with your decision.. momma needs to be healthy and happy!!
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Hasn’t it just flown by? I can’t even believe it.
The most important thing aside from keeping them alive is making sure you are taken care of too. Don’t be too hard on yourself for your decision. You are so strong and I admire you for being a voice for other women who could be struggling with the same thing. Your children are beautiful. You’re doing a great job, friend!
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thanks mama! I appreciate all of your support and sweet words.
You are a great example of strength. Thank you for sharing!!! BTW….I just want to squeeze those little cheeks!!!! ADORABLE!
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You are so sweet lady! I just love his little chunky face:)
Thank you for your honesty and opening up in your postpartum journey. Those PP emotions, recovery and challenges are NO JOKE! No one warned me about it all after I had my son. You are a beautiful momma and have a beautiful family!!
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They are too cute!!
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You are amazing mama! Your twins are adorable. I’m in the midst of dealing with PPD (really anxiety driven though) right now, and I know it’s hard. Proud of you for being transparent about those struggles. The more moms who are willing to talk about how normal it is, the more moms will get help when they need it.
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It’s so hard! I hope that it makes other mamas not feel so alone in it. xoxox
Yay, Joanna! I know it has been an uphill battle these past few months, and you are so strong. I have to say, you would never know what’s going on when I watch you on Periscope. You always look amazing and calm.
I totally understand about the formula feeding. I had wanted to breastfeed Eve, but for awhile we had to supplement with formula because her weight gain had slowed down, and then sometimes when we weren’t together I just wasn’t able to pump enough. When you want to breastfeed it’s a hard decision to make, but like you said, it’s so important to do what’s right for you and what’s going to help you get your health on track. You are such an amazing mama!
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Thank you lady! It was so difficult and it still is. I think Periscope just allows me to feel normal again for a few minutes where I don’t have to be anxious (surprisingly). 🙂